(you see, I ran away from my mother... when my Dad died I was scared she would put her enormous expectations on the male of the species on me.. people who know me well say I have a mother complex.. maybe I do, but I still think I read her correctly.. not that I am ungrateful.. she gave me a perfect childhood till the age of 10. So did my Dad. Couldn't have had it better in retrospect).
So now I'm here in Germany. Behind the wheel of a large automobile. Good mustard in Germany. .. I am actually very very happy with the way my life has turned out, and yep, I've lived enough to know where you are coming from. With relish.
Definitely. And the seed. Roots and music. How else will we persevere? Each bringing the best of what they have forward...
In all the horrors that I can imagine, I cannot imagine the horror set to my existence were it not for a loving and praying Mother. Not a perfect human being was she, but with perfect love did she accept me, defend me, feed me faith to balance my fears; not only in and of this world, but in any or no world at all; past, present, or future. If I were as fierce with my gifts as she knew me to be with my stubborn resolve, I would have succeeded long ago, and been lost along the way. What does this wordplay mean? It means that when I gravitated here it was for reasons of music, not to express my deepest thoughts or emotions, or craziness or bad poetry, or offer memories of experiences, though I do so with relish. (and occasionally mustard) I'm here, not by accident nor coincidence; but because My Mother taught me to believe in Love...
In all the horrors that I can imagine, I cannot imagine the horror set to my existence were it not for a loving and praying Mother. Not a perfect human being was she, but with perfect love did she accept me, defend me, feed me faith to balance my fears; not only in and of this world, but in any or no world at all; past, present, or future. If I were as fierce with my gifts as she knew me to be with my stubborn resolve, I would have succeeded long ago, and been lost along the way. What does this wordplay mean? It means that when I gravitated here it was for reasons of music, not to express my deepest thoughts or emotions, or craziness or bad poetry, or offer memories of experiences, though I do so with relish. (and occasionally mustard) I'm here, not by accident nor coincidence; but because My Mother taught me to believe in Love...
ok, so can I have the mustard?
(you see, I ran away from my mother... when my Dad died I was scared she would put her enormous expectations on the male of the species on me.. people who know me well say I have a mother complex.. maybe I do, but I still think I read her correctly.. not that I am ungrateful.. she gave me a perfect childhood till the age of 10. So did my Dad. Couldn't have had it better in retrospect).
So now I'm here in Germany. Behind the wheel of a large automobile. Good mustard in Germany. .. I am actually very very happy with the way my life has turned out, and yep, I've lived enough to know where you are coming from. With relish.
In all the horrors that I can imagine, I cannot imagine the horror set to my existence were it not for a loving and praying Mother. Not a perfect human being was she, but with perfect love did she accept me, defend me, feed me faith to balance my fears; not only in and of this world, but in any or no world at all; past, present, or future. If I were as fierce with my gifts as she knew me to be with my stubborn resolve, I would have succeeded long ago, and been lost along the way. What does this wordplay mean? It means that when I gravitated here it was for reasons of music, not to express my deepest thoughts or emotions, or craziness or bad poetry, or offer memories of experiences, though I do so with relish. (and occasionally mustard) I'm here, not by accident nor coincidence; but because My Mother taught me to believe in Love...
In all the horrors that I can imagine, I cannot imagine the horror set to my existence were it not for a loving and praying Mother. Not a perfect human being was she, but with perfect love did she accept me, defend me, feed me faith to balance my fears; not only in and of this world, but in any or no world at all; past, present, or future. If I were as fierce with my gifts as she knew me to be with my stubborn resolve, I would have succeeded long ago, and been lost along the way. What does this wordplay mean? It means that when I gravitated here it was for reasons of music, not to express my deepest thoughts or emotions, or craziness or bad poetry, or offer memories of experiences, though I do so with relish. (and occasionally mustard) I'm here, not by accident nor coincidence; but because My Mother taught me to believe in Love...
